the emotional orphan

I am not a hero, possess no fortune, haven't changed the course of mankind in any way.

I am unaware of any lives permanently altered by knowing me.

On the other hand, I am no serial killer, thief, dictator , malingerer, or miscreant.
I am not in jail or institution. Some were sure I would be. I am not dead. Bets were surely placed on how long Id last.